yeah, but i'm getting over it. sucks.. but why should i "care" for you if i know you don't even care for me. okaythanksbye.

I remember that night of the meteor shower where I made a few wishes upon those shooting stars. One of my wishes was that I would find a true love and I guess now that I found someone I loved, I guess I also should have wished that they would have only loved me back. Can I have one more wish please? I wish that this heartache would go away. I don't want to suffer anymore than I already am. It's so hard know what's happening is happening. Life goes on, we all must keep moving forward. Maybe I'll meet someone who will take my pain away. I just want to find someone that really makes me happy. I seriously go out of my way to make others happy at my own expense, this is what I get? I'm wonder what I did that makes me deserve this. Or maybe karma is just working backwards right now. Whatever it is, it needs to hurry up and happen already. All I do is try to be optimistic and positive and spread the love.

It's hard giving up someone you really love.

I'm not sure how this is going to affect me. But I know life goes on, it doesn't stop, and we keep moving forward. Sigh..