"The most important thing is to understand that this is a turning point and you would be wise to push for what you want."
-From my horoscope. I HEARD THAT!

I'm thinking of you, I can't wait to see you again. Only a few more days until valentines day. I'm excited to spend it with you. At least that's what I planned. I miss the way you push up on me and kiss me. How at night we sleep hugging each other, watching you sleeping so peacefully. I love it, you were so cute when you fell asleep on me and drooled every where. I was like oh my, your drool is all over my arm and on your face. No worries tho because I wiped it off and I remember you kind of smiled and went back to being asleep. I miss being next to you just to be where you are, makes me happy. You said you were being a bum that day, I was fine with it. We all have those moments where we just wake up hop on the computer, eat something, and chill. It didn't bother me, no worries. Everything from your hair, that smile, those lips, those ears, that face, your arms, your hands. I especially miss that voice, it's different when you're with me. And how you wrestle me around and tickle me. I miss that, I miss you. What more do I have to say? I just want you to know how special you are to me, but sometimes I don't always know how to show it and can't work up the nerve to always tell you.

what i want.

i want someone...
who would shove ice cream in my face.
who will wrestle with me.
who shows me off to his friends and family.
who treats me with respect.
who will cook for me,
just to prove that he's better at it.
who will call me at four in the morning,
to tell me he can't stop thinking about me
who sings to me, even if he can't.
who could break my heart,
but wouldn't dream of it.

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Libra horoscope, "Wednesday, Jan 27th, 2010 -- You may face a stressful dilemma when the hypersensitive Cancer Moon aspects several planets today. At first you might have attempted to make light of what you endured. Now, however, your defenses are too strong for anyone to break through. You'll feel better if you work more on letting others into your heart and less on trying to look good."


SO TRUE. I need to let other into my heart and less on trying to look good.
He is a cancer and we got into a small fight tonight. Sorry, I love you. I didn't mean to upset you.

Naked.

You know what’s the most terrifying thing about admitting that you’re in love? You’re just naked. You put yourself in harm’s way and you lay down all your defenses. No clothes, no weapons. Nowhere to hide, completely vulnerable. The only thing that makes it tolerable is to believe the other person loves you back and you can trust them not to hurt you.

Love..

Love is such a strong word. When we were just little kids, we always thought that love was about hugs, kisses and happiness. But as we grow older, we’ve also come to realise that love isn’t just about happiness; it’s also about rejections, tears and riding through the pain that each heartache brings.

I miss you.

I miss you, I think of you all the time these days. I miss your voice, your face, your beauty never cease to amaze me. I love you.