I wonder why me? But everyone should ask that to themselves. There's always a reason. It may seem like there isn't one at times but there really is, we just haven't figured out why yet. I'm slow figuring it out day to day. As we all are. Its life, we make what we can of it & try to be the best we can be. What lesson are we learning? Could it have happened at a better time or is it happening now? A wise person said its better to learn from another's mistakes & try not to do the same. But most times it doesn't work that way because we have to experience it ourselves & learn. It happens once it happens again. You haven't learned. So until we learn we can become a better person.

It's happening again to me. I'm in love with someone but this time around its different. Its going to kill me if it doesn't work. I have a lot of feelings for him like no other. I hate it because he makes me nervous and how am I supposed to open myself up if I can't even be myself. This really sucks. Ever since the new year we've been talking and I want this to last. One night out of the week being with you isn't enough. Sorry I'm a needy person.
I understand how my friend felt when he just ran away from home just to be with someone you truly love. And love will do that. I honestly want to just pack up and move closer, just to be with him even if I'm broke as fuck. I hate it because all I want to do is be with him. But when I'm with him, what the fuck are we going to do. Just sit there and be together. Its dumb. I hate how emotions fuck with me. I'm honestly in love with him & it drives me crazy. I hope fate keeps us together. I have a feeling that we were meant to be together. It's really interesting how we met, or kinda crazy actually. But if certain actions and events we're to never take place we would have never met nor be together. I'm glad what happened did happen because it makes fate & destiny more believable.

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No offense, I always wondered if you were gay. Are you?

Yeah I am gay, offense non-taken.

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A photo can say a thousand things but it can’t say the million things I want to say. A photo can capture the way we were but it can’t capture the way we are cause you’re far away.

what you do. -i don't care

"I ain't trippin. I ain't mad at ya. does it look like I gave a fuck? haha. NO. Not one bit."
yeah you the hoe! lmao. do i like you still? let's just keep it at being friends because my feelings changed and aren't so into you anymore. whorrree!

"November 06, 2009
Libra (9/23-10/22)
Has someone been putting you under pressure to be perfect lately? Ignore them. Shake loose of their apprising gaze and invite them to focus on someone else for a while -- like their own self. You add sunshine to the lives of most of the people you touch, so why worry about one person who is still stuck in their own personal fog? Let go of the few missteps you have been making -- after all, everyone else who matters already has. Reorganize your social circle and leave unhealthy people outside of it."