Here Goes 2009

This is from a section of my diary.

It is 5:47am the first day of the new year. I'm sensing this year is going to be a good year.

For new years eve I worked and got off around 7:45pm. While I was working I made plans to go to a party with Kathleen and Fernan because I know they party. Lol. But yeah it was at a house downtown I would say, it was off 28th street of the 94 west. I guess I had fun.. I saw friends and it was nice to be out. There was some weird people at the party, lets just say a very diverse crowd. But we all had a purpose that night; to have fun, drink, dance, and be out partying it up. It was off to a nice start and I got bored and tired fast. I also saw Drea, omg I missed her and I was really happy to see her, for real! I found out she smokes now, well when she's "tipsy" hahaha. And met her 2 friends, they were nice. The party was killed a little bit before 2am. Then went to Sam's house and chilled. I really didn't plan on staying just have a smoke and leave but I saw Sam and Mickie and we were chatting then I found out they were rollin. Omg, I might be addicted to ecstasy. Not good. So time goes by and the three of us decide to drop. And I kinda miss it, the good and nice feeling. All of life just doesn't worry me and I'm in the "chill" mode. Some way to spend a new year right? I'm supposed to have a new out look on being a better person, PERIOD. Well it is a new year and I want to leave all the issues in the '08 and move on. We are all only getting older and learning every day.

I don't know.. (sigh). I'm getting over working for hollister and want a new job. Because I'm starting school on the 26th. Not far away at all. And I'm going to be starting class from the morning through the day. And working late night shifts do not collabo so well. Errrr. Damn this life, its a blessing yet it feels like a curse. School is going to be tough I already know. I failed the first term of school because I gave up -Basically. I was proud to be in school but the math and english was a lot of work. I was motivated but I guess not motivated enough. I hope and I am going to try this time around. Gosh I need to find a new job that fits my schedule. I want to leave hollister but they pay is awesome and I do not want to go back to minimum wage. Or maybe I just need to be strict on my budget and change my ways of living -that's for sure. I'm going to look and search around because school should always be a top priority. Just remember its a new year and time to change for the better. Well I'm running out of thoughts and its so cold.

Here goes 2009.