January 4, 1990 - October 19, 2007

i don't like this time of year.. i wonder what Monday will feel like for me? because Monday will be two years after you passed away and left. i know you're in a better place tho and no longer suffering from the pain. i only wish more memories could have been made, but that's what death is. its nice to look back at our positive experiences and all the fun we had yet it's sad that you're no longer here especially at a young age. I'm glad that you lived each day to the fullest and had me around. you've made an impact on our lives that's for sure. you gave us your love, trust, and friendship. i am very thankful. but i get upset because only 17 years of life were lived on this earth. when i found out you were diagnosed with cancer, i just couldn't believe nor want to accept it. all those months of chemotherapy must have been hell and i wish none of it ever happened in the first place. you are my hero. all the pain and all that suffering even when you were sick to your stomach, you never gave up. 15 months of suffering and heartbreak and you never once gave up. you are truly my hero, my angel. i love you Kalvin Saechao.