TGIF?

so its friday, the day i took maria to the airport.. idk i was sad but didnt cry. i thought i was going to end up in tears but i was being strong. lol. maria started to cry and we were like why the hell are you crying? you're the one that's leaving us! hahaha. anyways she just called me and said her flight was on time and actually landed 15 minutes earlier. im glad she made it in one piece. but anyways here's how my day started off. i went to Maria's house and just made sure she had everything and was ready. i swear what would she do with out me? nothing! LOL!.. we headed to the airport and got there at 10. then she was off into her plane. i headed home and just layed down and i guess took a nap. haha. but i was dreaming and it was a good dream. maria was in my dream and she was happy, so maybe that means something. who knows.. but that was the best fucking nap i ever took. no work on this friday night, yay! time to partay! haha. catch ya later blog!

august ups & downs.

gosh its already august and next thing you know my birthday in September! yay! but today is Sam's birthday, best wishes bro! but yeah, I'm excited and dont really know why. haha, maybe because the end of this week is payday! holla! I'm just researching more info on this company and the lifestyle trend they set. its one of my favorite companies and i shop there a lot. but it wouldn't hurt to know more about them, since i have an interview with them this month. wish me luck! not that i need it. haha only kidding. i have worked in retail for three years now! i should just settle for being a manager. lol. sike! only if the pay is good and the effort is worth it. but yet again, its a learning experience. life is a learning experience. that said i was browsing the web and i guess they ask questions such as "what current cd albums do you have" and the standard questions I'm sure. haha. oh man i cant wait until the interview and to receive their call. i also hear that their employee discount is great. only another reason to work for a place of the things you like.
on the other hand I'm still sad! my best friend is leaving me Friday! that's a few days from now and i still havent got to see her. i need to hang out with her before she leaves... really sad. i spoke with her on the phone and i just started to cry! she's truly my BFF! and she knows it. we have gone through a lot and have a lot of trust. and trust is a big issue i have and letting people get to know me. its just hard to see someone you care for a lot leave. although she says she will return to visit in December, I'm used to seeing her often. i know when i take her to that airport Friday morning I'm going to be crying.
omg i need to sleep! i hate being such an insomniac. got a feeling that today will be productive and positive.. -peace!

another night..

Friday night was awesome! Alina and Nina both went with me to Los Angeles and met up with the friends. Rage was fun and chill. and everyone was drunk! haha. party animals. i finally got to see john or JP again after a whole year. it was nice to see a friend from the bay. and met the Bonitas, like Chico and Luis. i hope they send me those pictures, haha. after the club we headed to Maht's place and chilled/mellowed out. while some others just kept it going. haha. i had fun! we didn't get home until 5:30 in the morning. man was i motivated. like seeing Maht's condo and how he has it going on, living it up as i would say. i wish i was ball'n. haha naw but one day soon hopefully. just gave me more motivation and knowing what 22 could be like. lol. my own place, brand new car, great friends that love you and aren't using you. that's almost like self actualization to me. haha. one day! one day! and life would be care free and definitely have financial freedom. dam this world and how its based on credit. haha. i guess its only fair but dam they need to cut some slack and give second chances with credit. anyways. just wanted to say i had a bomb ass Friday and seeing that a friend is doing good just gives you hope and motivation and that one day you will be just as happy. or i mean just as ball'n outta control. not that im not happy. haha. kk. ending on a good note! peace!

we all get sad..

I'm feeling a little down. why you ask? because my bestie, my bff, my buddy is going to the eastcoast! and it just makes me sad.. I wish I could go to VA with her. but she says I can visit.. which means I have to save up for a plane ticket and spending money. feeling blue and each time I think about it I get more sad and just wish it doesnt have to be like this.. we been through soo much! and how we became best friends is a whole story on its own. god I love her to death! and shes going to leave!! ='( i don't know.. errrr. =/
but for sure I'm going to spend as much time with her before she leaves. I know I'm going to end up crying because I'm just that sensitive.. I wish her the best of luck! and much more. I hope she's happy and will love it there. Love you best friend!

six flags

Woo!! So yesterday I was at Los Angele's Magic Mountain Six Flags. It was helluh hot but it was fun! Haha. Traffic was a bitch as usuall.. Tickets were only $26.99 and shit was worth it. I couldn't believe it was Dinah's first time there. Lol. Helluh fun tho. X2 is the shit. I was looking forward to it all day, hadn't rode it since last year. Let me tell you shit is scary but fun!! Its like your going to plummet to the ground. Batman was too much, gave me a headache and the g-force on that ride was too much. What eves just wanted to say finally went again after a whole year. Hopefully I can do more thing this summer before its over.

hot summer day.

ahh. today was another hot day! or technically yesterday since its now 12:04am making it Monday and I'm talking about Sunday's weather. wow, San Diego doesn't lie when its summer. hot ass scorching heat and being parched, just screaming for an ice cold beverage, and wanting a/c badly. anyway, spent the day at the beach and we had a hard time finding a beach because all the beaches were at full capacity and parking was difficult to find. so we ended up driving around looking for a beach to go to, total time was around 40 minutes. ughh, yeah and it felt good once we found a spot since the beach basically the coast and it was nice out! cool breeze was awesome! anyway, it was a very interesting weekend. punk ass Randy's birthday was what it was all about. haha. yeah. I'm getting tired eyes! got work today. super excited because magic mountain Tuesday! its been a whole year! lol. alright blog. peace!

july 4th

happy July 4th? haha. time to bring out the drinks, food, and good times. can't believe the year is just passing is by.. so I'm working on this national holiday, at least its only 4 hours and getting paid for 6! yay! don't think we are going to the beach nor to see the fireworks. gasoline just ain't the same. making every one use their time and money wisely. its okay tho, they always broadcast fireworks on the t.v. and with HD channels its almost close to the real thing. lol..
so bored at home right now, just chilln' yeah i know its Friday night oh well. when you're tire-you're tired!
also, magic mountain in a week or two. how fun!! my bahdee maria is in SF right now. soo mad at her. haha shes there without me! lame! but i plan to go soon also after magic mountain. ughh.. money is sure to be spent!! x)
well idk what else for now.. get at this later.
lates! -a.p.