Living My Life

Life..
its just a word. but its what we do. we live, grow, learn, take chances, make mistakes, make friends, cry, laugh, love, family, share stories.. There is so much to do and we have a limited time of life to do so. everything we do, what we say, how we act, all impacts Life. there are things we all want to do but yet again we all have obstacles and things that stop us from taking actions and making choices. you always have a choice in life. and your consequences are based on the choices you make. i still am learning to accept, whether it be words, actions, choices, friends, or what ever. Life isn't easy. but again, it cant be so difficult. at some point in our lives we ask ourselves why? we don't always have an answer but that's part of life you got to try and find out. be thankful for each day and think of how far you've gone. at times we feel on top of the world and can just conquer all, then some days we feel so low, lower than the deepest parts of the ocean. but its all normal. Normal, another word which we all can seem to relate to but that's about it. you just relate to the word. no one is normal and weird is what we all seem to be. and if you're not weird you're not normal. We all have insecurities and we all know our insecurities. and if you don't have any insecurities, then you're lying to yourself. its what all humans have and we all try to fix. Life is strange and awkward but that's where the beauty comes from. From being diverse.

not sure where to go from here. i was just thinking and it sucks how i want to do something but i don't have the necessity for it. and just trying to find a way makes life more like well, Life.

i don't want to leave this world unrecognized and just melt into the background. so each day live it up. go the extra mile and make it all worth while. learn to trust yourself and others. that's where i have a problem. trust is difficult but it shows no matter if you do trust in the person or not. trust cannot be hidden. And love, love yourself as well as others.